She's Everything I'm Not

Mon, 14 Dec 2009 03:02:14 GMT

happy birthday to me =D
blue man group was amazing! the burgers afterwards were fantastic. if no party happens tonight, i'm going to make someone have one next weekend. got a tiffany's necklace & my mom engagement ring new purse & a beautiful scarf from my best friend. i have amazing people in my life who love me and i am so so so lucky. i can't wait till christmas so i can watch everyone open their presents!the picture is from the blue man group during the giant toilet paper rolls that everyone throws around. so amazing

Sat, 15 Aug 2009 17:47:36 GMT

blink-182 tonight with my best friend. it's going to be absolutely amazing.

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 02:52:07 GMT

i have the most amazing best friend in the entire world. i don't want summer to ever end. there's still so much we have to do.

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 15:47:13 GMT

i have the greatest best friend that anyone could ever ask for. he's amazing & i couldn't do it without him. His nephew was born on the fourth of july & he's beautiful. it's hot out and i can't wait to go to the beach!

Thu, 25 Jun 2009 03:20:11 GMT

im sleepy and a little sunburnt. i've got tons of things going and my heart is huge and my cheeks are sore from smiling. its soooo hot but beautiful and i never want it to stop.

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 02:43:52 GMT

sometimes i wonder if my tears will ever stop. summers been busy! im sleepy & my calves hurt. i want to have a sleepover and wake up next to my best friend.

Sat, 30 May 2009 20:33:06 GMT

just keeps getting better.

Mon, 25 May 2009 18:49:43 GMT

there's nothing better than giggling right when you wake up in the morning. i love sleepovers and our new baby turtles! my summer is so fantastic so far.

Wed, 20 May 2009 02:58:11 GMT

you said nothing was going to change & i feel like so many things are different now.

"so i'm not movin"

Sat, 16 May 2009 01:06:48 GMT

im not giving up. i dont care. i can feel it. it's there. i know its there. i wont give up.

Sat, 09 May 2009 15:21:00 GMT

there's nothing like being sore for all the right reasons. done with school on tuesday, then start 2 on-line summer courses. this summer is going to be nothing short of amazing

Mon, 13 Apr 2009 23:41:47 GMT

im really sad but i have the greatest most amazing best friend in the entire world. sometimes i just wish i could be that girl, so badly.

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 00:33:44 GMT

i cry too easily and cannot even begin to think of not having him in my life, let alone him with another girl. i just cannot do it. this boy is my absolute everything. why do things always have to change on me, why?

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 02:13:35 GMT

i wish i could go to sleep knowing ill see him bright and early to work out tomorrow morning, but sadly hes back at school & that makes me so sad =( i had a great week with him and really hope i go see him thursday. he took me mini golfing today & i had such a great time, the sun was shining and it felt so amazing. i was actually a little warm in jeans! i do nothing but laugh and smile and feel amazing with him. i dont want to wait 2 weeks!

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 13:39:43 GMT

"everywhere i'm lookin now i'm surrounded by your embrace. baby i can see your halo. you know you're my saving grace. you're everything i need & more, it's written all over your face. baby i can feel your halo, pray it won't fade away...hit me like a ray of sun, burnin through my darkest night. you're the only one that i want, got me addicted to your light."

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 17:18:18 GMT

my days are wonderful! i wish the weather would stop being so crazy. can't wait for tomorrow & i've got him for the next whole week! so much to do! so much food to make mmm! hope everyone is great.

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 22:30:03 GMT

im having such a good time. i've never felt this way & i cannot wait till school is over & summer is here. it was grandma's 70th birthday yesterday, definitely delicious. i miss my b! i'll see him in 4 days though <333

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 01:41:18 GMT

my valentine's day was wonderful. I went down there Thursday afternoon and spent all weekend with him. We ordered chinese food on friday and stayed in played terrible games of pool and watched tv. We went to the dr. saturday morning, then went on adventures all day. We found horses, deer, and roosters with pants on. He took me out for dinner and then to see Slumdog Millionare. We went back to his dorm and brushed our teeth and washed our faces. We laid down and fell asleep together. He loved his card and his blanket, he didn't even share it with me! I miss him already and two weeks feels like forever. he's the best valentine i could have ever asked for. hope everyone else had a wonderful weekend. ps erica my bracelet is awesome!

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 00:00:02 GMT

my weekend was too short but i did have an amazing time. i could eat cereal and lay with him every minute of the day. we laugh way too hard at the most ridiculous things and he makes me smile like no other, even when its 4 am in the hospital & we've already been there for 2 hours. if he doesnt come home im surprising him this weekend and driving down there & crawling into bed with him. three weeks is far too long. plus, i cant be alone on valentines day when ive got my first real valentine!

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 04:37:39 GMT

i could do this everyday.
i miss him. i saw him 3 days ago & it feels like forever. 8 days<3
i finally registered for school..sort of, they need to add them to my schedule.

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 22:35:18 GMT

it wont stop snowing. we wanted to sled before he left for school so it snows the day after he leaves. i miss him already. 2 weeks. he's so lonely & id do anything to just drive down there right now & sit with him. i cry too easily. not soon enough b.

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 05:39:59 GMT

speechless, shaking, sore, estatic.
january eighth two thousand & nine

Wed, 07 Jan 2009 03:51:52 GMT

needs you forever & forever. please dont leave me.

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 16:00:09 GMT

i spent part of my night with my b. i wish i could have counted down with him, but i did count down with many of my amazing friends. i was much too sober to be there, but it was fun for the short time i was there. i really believe in kissing at midnight...but not when random people are making out with each other. i hope 2009 is nothing short of amazing. im welcoming you with arms wide open for great times with amazing people so i can look back, just like 2008 and just be grateful.

1. stop complaining
2. love more
3. make people smile/ make yourself smile
4. appreciate everything
5. don't give up

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 21:07:26 GMT

Year In Review

Go to your calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2008. post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year in Review".

JANUARY

hello two thousand eight.
you have no idea how excited i am.

FEBRUARY

considering that there is about 5 or 6 inches of snow outside & it's still snowing & it's supposed to keep snowing till 12, i'm just going to pretend it's a snow day. let's go sledding, i'll make the hot chocolate.

MARCH

it's 54 degrees outside. i drove to work because i didnt want to turn the music down or roll the windows up on the way to the train station. i drove home with both windows down & it was amazing. brian is going to come over soon & we're going to make plans. tomorrow it's supposed to be 30 something. dear everyone, i love chicago.

oh ps. things are wonderful, my vitamin v is back, but mah boo left.

APRIL

it's about time. loovveee it

MAY

you've seriously GOT to me fucking kidding me.
i dont need this & dont want this & please please please dont be true.
fuck my life, only me, seriously only me.

JUNE

it's been rainy & humid for a few days now.
im getting tired of it. i need sunshine & popsicles. i sure as hell don't mind these thunderstorms at night though. im a big fan of just relaxing & listening to the thunder & the rain hit my window but id rather lay in the grass or the sand with the sun shining. it's not really hot in here but i keep both fans going just because i like the noise. ugh. come home.

JULY

& it seems like things are only getting better.

AUGUST

my days & nights have been good & fun. its been so hot, all we do is sweat. i went power parachuting, went on a date, spent an extremely hot day at the beach, spent nights in an insanely hot garage laughing too hard & dancing & eating mexican food too late...or early, which ever you prefer. all i've been doing is laughing flirting & having fun. i hope everyone else is.

SEPTEMBER

i had an absolutely amazing weekend. my hearts a little broken but i'm not giving up. there's something there. something really strong.

OCTOBER

i saw you two hours ago for 5 minutes before you left. i miss your lips and that smile. there's no way im waiting another two weeks. i want to wake up and be able to pull you closer and kiss your arms.

NOVEMBER

amazing amazing weekend. just laughed non-stop. barely slept but loved every second of it. ate jimmy johns and finished an entire bag of chips. can't wait till saturday. how was halloweeeeen?

DECEMBER

i would love nothing more than to fall asleep with him every night & wake up next to him every morning & be able to scooch closer to him & kiss his arms & chin & neck in between that. 12 days.